When will this ache go away? I thought it was gone for good, but it suddenly just stroked me again. The dating scene is so wishy washy, I don't like the feeling of it. One moment one is on top of her game, then the next she doesn't even know where she stands. Some days go by so easily and the other days it is a struggle. I hate how the game played out between us. I hate how you dragged it on for so long and made me think it was something. I thought so highly of you, I wanted nothing, but the best for you and what did you do? You fucked me over. Looking back it was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am still growing and I am capable of love. Unlike you, you'll never be able to love because you are a selfish and selfless person. I hate that I gave so much while you only gave 10 percent.