The Good Life

2009-09-15T11:06:00.000-07:00

I didn't come here to hurt you, but now I can't stop.
I want you to know, it doesn't matter where we take this road, but someones got to go.
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better.
I love you babe. I miss you. I hate this.

2009-06-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

It's easy to take big risks in the beginning, because the stakes are low or unknown. One of us can lose and walk away, check out of the hotel, take the next flight home. It's not like that anymore. The chips are stacked. It's funny, I had no fear at the start. I had vast powers. I would challenge you. Tease you. Tell you the hard truth. I was rich with beginner's luck. I was the girl who had never before been to a casino, yet I threw the dice like a shark and won. I won you. Triple cherries! Gold Rush! You couldn't drag my ass out of there. When I finally left it was morning, and I squinted as I opened the door. You liked me like that: rumpled, eyes bloodshot, alive. Shoot. I guess I froze once I figured out what I'd got. I haven't taken chances the same way since. So here's my plan: I'm going to bet on you to know what to do next. I'm going to turn out the lights, and lie here and wait. I'm gambling it all tonight.

2009-06-15T18:21:00.000-07:00

At first, you and I were virgins-at least to each other. We hadn't even kissed! We were like teenagers in a borrowed bed, nervous as hell and clumsy. We were new snow, no footprints. Ready to get dirty. All of me was strange: my breath and my eyes, my lips, my hips, my hands, and my thighs. You didn't know what to touch. The proximity of discovery made you delirious, and that made me delirious. But nights turn into days, and it all turns into years. We became familar-isnt that what happens? We do our dirty laundry. We snore. We bleed. We fight. You finish my sentences, and I read your mind. Believe me I loved laying myself out for you that first time. Shivering on the bed, as open as the night is long, as scared as I was. Let me do that again. The French actor Jean-Louis Barrault said you have to wake up a virgin each morning. Good Morning.

2009-06-10T21:23:00.000-07:00

Things are looking a little brighter. I went to Disneyland the other day with my buddy Mark.

2009-05-30T11:17:00.000-07:00

I try to open up my heart and when I do it doesn't ever go my way. Everyone says its better to love and to of lost then to of ever loved before.I don't know how I feel about that. I think I'm just going to built up my wall. Fuck bitches, no more time for heart ache.I'm the strongest girl I know. I'm not going to be let down by another man.

Over it

2009-04-28T13:31:00.000-07:00

Over everyone.

2009-04-10T22:51:00.000-07:00

I have basically accomplish nothing in life. I keep running away from everything that means anything to me. I treat those who want and love me like shit. I know, I am the only person that can change the outcome of whatever I do, but why does it seem so fucken hard. Im a big fuck up. I want to start over.

Time is really running out. I already lost one person that ment a lot to me. I now finally realized, what I had. Im sorry, I did this to you again. I miss you. I wish I could hug you, eat food with you, talk to you and cuddle with you and I want you to hold me again. Its killin' me.

Lets get Lost

2009-03-20T09:29:00.000-07:00

I love spending time with you, I just dont know if they feeling is mutal anymore.

Sweet 21!

2009-03-09T18:58:00.000-07:00

2009-03-03T15:34:00.001-08:00

Look at my new investment!

Food Porn

2009-02-09T13:02:00.000-08:00

I don't know what my infatuation with food is, but the thing is I love it. Ive heard that saying, "You feed your belly, your belly doesnt feed you". Fuck that, I love food and I do whatever my belly wants. Food is the way of life it comforts me and makes me want to become more of a better person, if that makes sense.

2009-01-16T12:33:00.000-08:00

Doesn't it scare you that your will is not as strong as is used to be?
I am really tired of hearing the same bull shit from the same people. Everyone is capable of change, why don't you do it? People expect certain things from others, but they are willing to compromise, how does that work? All I have to say is you reap what you sow.

2009-01-13T17:59:00.000-08:00

Cause when Im with him, I am thinking of you.

2009-01-10T22:23:00.001-08:00

Basically, life is too short to settle. I've been thinking a lot about myself, Im going to try to put my A game on this year. Im going to do well in school, so I can move out of this shit hole. I see everyone moving on and I feel like Im drowning in this hole. I try to over compensate in other things, but nothing works.

2008-12-23T18:38:00.001-08:00

Come home Grandma.

2008-12-16T08:57:00.000-08:00

Change, we dont like it, we fear it, but we cant stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anyone who tells you it doesnt is lieing. But here is the truth, sometimes the more things change the more they stay the same. Sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything.

2008-12-13T14:33:00.000-08:00

Breast are sore and my head is all over the place.

2008-12-03T08:18:00.001-08:00

This was my favorite time of the year, but this year it's different. Well, mother fuckers my registry is up!

Obey - Women's Super Bad Bomber Jacket (Brown) $80.00 80spurple.com

Silence & Noise Hooded Bomber Jacket $128.00 Urban Outfitters

PLEATHER BOMBER LINED WITH SATIN AND LEOPARD FAUX FUR LINED HOOD $85 BeachBums

AMERICAN APPAREL
Unisex Flex Fleece Zip Hoody, Peppered Grey $42 XSMALL

Unisex Pinpoint Oxford Button-Up Shirt $54

Unisex California Fleece Slim Fit Pant $36 XS

Mineral Wash Natural Denim Runner Shorts $32

Cottom Spandex Jersey High-Waist Hot Short $22

Thick-Knit Jersey Safari Short $24 xs or s

2008-11-24T20:24:00.001-08:00

What a day today was. As things reach its peak in life, it always come crashing down. Kevin brought it up to me that I havent made my Christmas list yet, I might as well start tonight.

Piss Drunk.

2008-11-16T09:44:00.000-08:00

My life is too much fun.

Kevins Work

2008-11-13T23:22:00.001-08:00

This is Kevin's finish work, there are more photos on his flickr.

Legalize LA

2008-11-12T22:16:00.000-08:00

Today Kaneng, Mark, Andy and I tagged along to Kevin's photoshoot. The shoot was in the Warehouse District in Downtown LA. We had a lot of fun taking pictures of ourselves, while Kevin got some photos of the model.

2008-11-11T09:24:00.000-08:00

As the season progess, I've come to a sudden realization that I have noone to share it with. There are days where I become extreamly bummed about it and cant bear the fact that my prince charming is just somewhere, why cant he be here with me now?

Hush

2008-11-08T23:37:00.000-08:00

Ive been thinking about how amazing things have been playin out lately.

2008-10-30T09:09:00.001-07:00

You should be happier than usual with what you see in your mirror, tn, because your inner beauty is more visible than usual on your face. You could also be feeling especially sociable, and both old and new friends should find your company especially congenial. Romance blossoms, though there is a slight tendency today to see partners through rose-colored glasses. Hang on to your common sense, but not too much. Days like this don't come around that often! You CAN have it all in 2009!

Thats my horoscope. Im liking my life.

2008-10-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

What is new in my life?

I broke it off with the guy I was dating, it just wasnt working out. Im going to be a ninang, Im just going to call myself that because it really is funny. I am really excited for you, baby girl. I know you and your other half will do fine together.

Halloween is almost here!

2008-10-22T10:44:00.000-07:00

Would you like to fall in love in the next few months?
It would be nice.

What did you do for last Valentine's day?
A bunch of us went to Orange County Mining company. Shortly after that I found out Mike was cheating on me with 14 year old girls.

How are you feeling at this exact moment in time?
I feel a bit groggy, my throat burns.

Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
Im sitting on my bed.

Closest pink object?
The Victoria Secret bag.

Last thing you ate?
Chicken and Rice.

What does your number 3 call you?
Chewy

Do you have any bruises?
No at the moment

Are you hot or cold right now?
Im feeling good.

Who are your last 4 texts from?
Chris, AJ, Tiffany, and Chris again.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Black

Ever had a near death experience?
Nah.

When was the last time you cried?
The other day, when I was reading this book.

Where is your mom?
Work, I suppose.

Where do you like to be kissed other than lips?
Forehead.

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to, they will just always be in the back of your mind?
Nope.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
... I think Rwang or Kaneng or...

Do you currently have a hickey?
Not.

Look behind you, what do you see?
My headboard.

How do you feel about the last person you kissed?
I like him alot, but he needs to show me something more. I am getting tired of running in a circle.

If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
Perhaps.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
Three.

If you're being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
I am tired, I am thinking of something, I am irritated, I am sad.

Have you ever had a thumb war?
Definitely.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Plentiful

If you were at a reasonable age, would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
... eh

Do long distance relationships work?
It does, depending on the couple

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Definitely not.

When was the last time someone called you baby?
Mhahahaahahahah

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yes

Let's be honest; have you ever been played by someone?
Probaly

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Most of the time

Have you ever been in love?
I think I was, four years is a long time to invest in someone if I wasnt.

Who was the last person you bumped into unexpectedly?
...

When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
Yesterday.

Could you go a day without eating?
Definitely not.

Have you ever passed out and not known where you were?
No.

Do you feel like you've got some growing up to do?
Yes.

2008-10-21T21:28:00.000-07:00

I really would like you to open up just a tad bit more. It sucks how 40 miles really puts a damper on this relationship. I really wish it didnt, but it does. Trust me when I say, I really do appreciate the time we spend together. You make me smile and I get this feeling when I am with you, something I've yet to feel with anyone else.

2008-10-20T16:55:00.000-07:00

As of lately I've been super not satisfy with my body, which led me into thinking about working out and dieting. I asked Tiffany to do it with me. We are going on a 10week eating healthy regiment. In 10 weeks we both have to be ten pounds lighter, which should be good for us both :)

MK

2008-10-16T22:41:00.000-07:00

She's basically one of my favorite celebs. Look at this cutie...

2008-10-15T08:58:00.001-07:00

Today is the start of me getting my life back together.

2008-10-05T16:08:00.000-07:00

My birthday was by far the best birthday Ive had ever. Thanks everyone who came.

2008-10-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

I suddenly have this feeling of lost. It is really a ugly feeling.

Happy Birthday Rwang!

2008-09-26T08:49:00.001-07:00

He liked the present I got him.

Rwang and Rose

My boyfriend :).

All Im saying is...

2008-09-23T08:08:00.000-07:00

When we end a relationship feeling either resentful or guilty, it is much harder to move on to find a person who is right for you. The person who feels rejected feels the most resentful.Good endings make good beginnings, but if it is ended on a bad note it makes us end a relationship with a closed heart.

With out an open heart, it is much more difficult to find the right person. When our hearts are open, we are able to be attracted to an even fall in love with the right person, or at least make progress in finding someone closer to the right person. when our hearts are open, we can be assured that we are getting closer to our goal. when our hearts are closed, we tend to repeat the same shit.

From the wise words of Dr. John Gray.

Breathe - Telepopmusik

2008-09-19T08:01:00.000-07:00

Lately, I have been having this day dream of robbing a bank. The silly part is I don't plan out how I'm going to rob this bank. I plan on the outfit that I will be wearing. I'm going to be wearing knee high stiletto black boots, black tucked in skinny jeans, black or white wife beaters, and some Gucci sunglasses. My hair will be done and my makeup with be bangin'. When I go in to the bank I also imagine that there will be a lot of wind blowing and Eve's song shake your tambourine song is playing. Dang, Im crazy.

2008-09-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

I was talking to one of my old girlfriends, the other day and the subject about what we want in a guy came up. As for me, I want for that special person to make my heart melt. When I talk about them all I can do is smile and when I see them, I get nervous. I want kisses on the forehead; I want to go on adventures with them. I want to reek havoc with them. I want them to make me laugh until my belly hurts. I want to sit and talk on the phone in silence and it doesn't get awkward and lastly, I want them to love to cuddle.

2008-09-16T21:14:00.000-07:00

My new favorite spot in LA.
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Birthday "Registry"

2008-09-10T21:12:00.000-07:00

Smashbox Photo finish $36

Benefit Dallas $28

Marc Jacobs Daisy

Juicy Couture "Gossip" Hobo Bag

Juicy Couture Lock Wallet

Juicy Couture Zip Around Clutch Wallet

Dogeared Boxed Sentimental Pendant Necklace "Karma Gold Circle" $58

Nintendo DS Lite Black

Brown Suede TOMS

Thick-Knit Jersey Safari Shorts Black AMERICAN APPAREL

2008-09-10T07:50:00.001-07:00

Im a suddenly in a rage. I hate how I helped you out and now I am stuck with two cell phones that you're suppose to pay for. Fuck you Dr.Vo.

back to school

2008-09-09T10:23:00.000-07:00

Urgh, I have a three page essay due tomorrow and I'm not digging it. I want to get this part of my life over and done with because it is really pointless to me. Why do I need to write a paper on useless shit that no one will ever read. Six months from now it will be in the recycling bin of my computer. I'm really diggin' this textile class, I am taking. It is kind of fun, but I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do with it. Good thing its transferable to UC's and Cal States.

Boyfriend season is coming about, its coming so soon. I wish summer was still here. Summer of 08' was the best summer so far. I learned so much, I grew so much, and I had sooo much fun. I met new people and I got rid of the people who doesn't deserve my love or time.

My birthday is less than a month away!!!

2008-09-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

I think it's time to go into back to school mode. I have been partying every weekend of summer and it is not healthy.

2008-09-01T09:22:00.000-07:00

People have been coming in and out of my life and this time around it's really different.

Diggin' Him

2008-08-31T08:00:00.000-07:00

Instead of going out and doing the usual thing Saturday, I went to casino Morongo with my brother. I waited basically all night to play roulette, but noone would give up their seats. Brother won 800 bucks, so basically I won too :). AJ was at the near by casino, so he met up with me at Morongo, we played the penny slots at first I was up like 15 dollars, then AJ lost all our money :(. Im diggin' AJ, he is my favorite at the moment.

Enjoyin' my life.

2008-08-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

2008-08-28T22:16:00.001-07:00

When will this ache go away? I thought it was gone for good, but it suddenly just stroked me again. The dating scene is so wishy washy, I don't like the feeling of it. One moment one is on top of her game, then the next she doesn't even know where she stands. Some days go by so easily and the other days it is a struggle. I hate how the game played out between us. I hate how you dragged it on for so long and made me think it was something. I thought so highly of you, I wanted nothing, but the best for you and what did you do? You fucked me over. Looking back it was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am still growing and I am capable of love. Unlike you, you'll never be able to love because you are a selfish and selfless person. I hate that I gave so much while you only gave 10 percent.

2008-08-21T00:44:00.000-07:00

Today was a good day. I was bummed for a bit, but I picked myself back up and took advantage of the beautiful day. So, Jimmy, Chico, and I went to The Shoppes in Chino Hills to go shoppin', there wasnt much of a selection there. I came home and went to Olive Garden with Richard.

I recently just spoke to "ahem" about our situation. It feels good to get that off my chest. He is dealing with a tons of things, all I can do is hope for the best for him, he really does deserve good things.

2008-08-20T07:24:00.001-07:00

Things were going so well and then BAM, reality sets in. Good things really do fall apart, so that better things can fall together.

I still cant believe he is an asshole, after using MY cell phone.

2008-08-19T09:47:00.001-07:00

Thanks for leading me on.

2008-08-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

Today was one of those days where I sat and dwelled on the past. Every thing was going so well and then I just had a set back. I am hoping for a better tomorrow.
As much as I belive in things happen for a reason, I wish it didn't have to play out the way it did.

2008-08-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

As of lately, I am enjoying each and every day of my life. This summer has been one big learning experience.

2008-07-23T07:51:00.001-07:00

I wish you nothing, but the best. I'm moving on; it feels so good.

2008-07-10T12:34:00.000-07:00

Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
You're dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long 'til I called you mine
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you, now I get what I want
Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah, yeah
Thanks to you, now I get, I get what I want
Since you been gone

You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you been gone (since you been gone)
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know) that I get
I get what I want

Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone

Time

2008-07-06T17:04:00.000-07:00

How come you don't make time for me anymore
thats the last thing she said to you
and now when you call she don't answer anymore
or the line is busy and you can't get through

and the time it will take you to learn from your mistake
and the time it will take to dial the phone
and the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
to someone who takes the time

her love wasn't her priority to you
you had other things on your mind
and now that it's much to little and too far too late
the busy signals all thats left behind
you're all alone

and the time it will take you to learn from your mistake
and the time it will take to dial the phone
and the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
to someone who takes the time

heyy no one knows what they have until they don't
and by then it doesn't matter anymore
you're all alone

and the time it will take you to learn from your mistake
and the time it will take to dial the phone
and the time it would take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone (she'll be gone)
and the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
hang up the phone...

Leftovers

2008-06-30T22:08:00.000-07:00

I don’t know if you know, but it’s like this
I was his everything, you a side dish
Hung around like a stain on the carpet
You won his heart but I already got it
You thought it was a secret but I knew it all along
You were just an appetizer when I wasn’t home
You come down with the games, time to get crunk
You were undercover ‘til your cover got blown

So ima wash my hands from you
And you can do the things you do
She can have you if she wants to…

You can have my leftovers, my leftovers, my leftovers
You can have my leftovers, my leftovers, my leftovers
Since I’m done wit him girl you can come get him
He done got stale now, what I want wit him?
You can have my leftovers, my leftovers, my leftovers

He used to be my entree, 5 star dish
Now I did ya just heavy on my stomach
Thinkin back I wouldn’t mind if I was starving
Now I had enough, so you in the garbage
I don’t want watcha got cookin no more
You done expired, can’t have it no more
And if I can’t have it, wha whatcha here for
You look cross at a girl, gotta break farrr

Moving Forward...

2008-06-26T19:48:00.001-07:00

I watch the sky turn to paper mache like shapes
that fold and tear so easily
And this white light fever isn't phasing me
And this white light fever isn't phasing me

Why can't I seem to find
The light I saw I swear I knew
It brought me better days
And it brought me better days

So I'll keep on aching
Until my heart decides to fail (decides to fail)
All these tears and years i've taken
Oh I'd scratch it with my nails

Don't you get it?
I made an attempt to piece it all together
And I've found your love lost in the sky
Hiding inside the horrible weather
We'll watch it all come down

Watch the pain and sympathy march right up into
the right side of your mind
Watch the remnants of our love
crawl in through your insides

So you'll keep on aching
I know your heart is bound to fail (bound to fail)
And all these tears and years you've wasted
Oh I'd scratch it with my nails

2008-06-24T11:34:00.001-07:00

You and I are done, its is broken. There is no point of piecing back these pieces of time. You've done a real number this time around.

Kitten's Grad

2008-06-12T08:59:00.000-07:00

My FAVOOOOOORITEEEE cousin, in the entire world, graduated from high school yesterday. My kitten, I am so proud of you!

Twin Flames

2008-06-10T17:07:00.000-07:00

I found this picture, it makes me feel good.

2008-06-02T20:31:00.000-07:00

Love US.

2008-05-07T16:06:00.001-07:00

Definitely a change in scenary.

Charlie Buttons on Flickr - Photo Sharing!

2008-03-04T11:41:00.000-08:00

Charlie Buttons on Flickr - Photo Sharing!

Vietnam

2008-02-26T16:08:00.000-08:00

Best experience of my life... so far

Harry and I on the cruise through Ha Long Bay

Other ships that were sailing through...

Ho Quan Kim

Thot Not

I have sooo many more photos, I'll post them later.

2008-01-15T22:58:00.001-08:00

Vietnam has taughted me a great deal. I saw things that one would only see in a life time.

Pictures will be updated later on

2007-12-25T01:37:00.001-08:00

I'm in Vietnam, it is humid. BeMy is sitting next to me.

2007-12-15T08:18:00.001-08:00

I'm thinking 'bout other things I heard about today
All this week and tomorrow
And how these hands could create some better things for bettering
but you see for now I got my own things
I cant help it
I got too many issues I own
So I cannot help I'm afraid, yeah
But keep on preaching, preaching and heal the world
Lip service makes up look great

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
'Cause you got your things
Yeah we all have our things I guess

2007-12-10T21:02:00.000-08:00

Dear Secret Santa (Kevin Ipalari),

What I mother fucken want bitch.

Unisex Sheer Jersey

Short Sleeve Deep V-Neck (3-Pack)

Apricot/Slate/Navy

Black/Black/Black

OR

You can buy me indivdual ones in these colors:

Sea Blue

Forest

Brown

Navy

Raspberry

Black

White

BLACK SIZE 7

Feel free to get me the shoes and a tee or a the three pack on its own.

2007-12-03T13:52:00.000-08:00

Are we going to go to Pinkberry? I think not, Kevin decides to fall asleep when I told him that I would call him in 45 minutes so we can go.

2007-11-30T23:24:00.000-08:00

I just heard the funniest thing on earth. That thirty year old man whom I dislike with a passion proposed to that one girl and she regected him. I do not care for the girl either, but I give her 100 percent kudos for doing so! You go girl. You deserve way better than a thirty-one year old loser, that still lives at home with his mom. That guy is such a LOSER.

2007-11-20T20:31:00.000-08:00

School is getting overbearing.

2007-11-15T20:50:00.000-08:00

It's apparent that Thanksgiving is rolling by quickly. Family drama has already began to stir up. There isn't a real holiday without family drama. Thanksgiving will be at my house this year, it's going to be the best Thanksgiving ever. Bejamin was born on October 23, he is my new nephew. I love him with all my heart already. School is going by so fast. I am going to Vietnam on the 22nd of December. I'll be sure to post pictures and update every step of my journey.

2007-10-29T14:49:00.000-07:00

Tis' the season

American Apparel

American Apparel
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Short Sleeve Deep V-Neck (3-Pack)
Black, White, and Asphalt
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RSAPV504 New
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Black/Dark Berry
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RSA5305
California Fleece
Pullover Raglan Hoody Dress
Cranberry
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Sephora

Photo Finish Foundation Primer
$36.0O

Nordstrom

Dolce Vita Rio-8 Mary Jane

Nine West

Vasca
49.99
Size 7.5

2007-10-26T21:39:00.000-07:00

You are on my mind, when the world was made.

2007-10-17T17:58:00.001-07:00

My head is back in the game.

2007-10-06T01:02:00.000-07:00

Birthday, I had a great time! Thank you everyone for helping me celebrate it! Thank you for all the wonderful gifts. I loved everything! I have the greatest friends.

2007-09-19T17:23:00.000-07:00

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

2007-09-13T19:37:00.001-07:00

I decided to make myself a birthday list to make myself happy...

This phone but unlock for Tmobile

Juicy Couture 'Spa' Tote

Juicy Couture 'Velour Daydreamer' Tote $195

Juicy Couture 'Keri - Key Lock' Slouch Bag $425.00

MARC JACOBS 'Sofi' Hobo

L.A.M.B. 'Love Lucca Medium' Bowler BLACK

Perk Me Up Set
Item # 1015817 $58

Face & Eye Travel Tool Kit
Item # 822791 $32

10
(light pink sheen/ bronze shimmer)
Item # 973925 $28

Dallas (rosy bronze sheen)
Item # 892406 $28 I want DALLAS THE MOST out of the two blushes

Master's Class Expert Eyes Set
Item # 1011600 $59

Fendi
Multicolor Convertible "To You" Bag $1,300.00

Hudson Jet Black Straight Leg Jeans

8gb is 299

UGG® Australia 'Classic Tall' Boot (Women) size 7 in this color

Paul Smith
Paul Smith Sunglasses PS-382

URBAN OUTFITTERS

Parker Wool Fedora
$28.00

Multi Stripe Fedora
$24.00

2007-09-13T13:11:00.000-07:00

Fuck everything. Life hands you a bag of lemons, and you cant make shit out of them because you have the utensils. I fucken hate everything and everyone at this point. Im tired of everything. Tired of being used, heart broken, and stepped all over.

2007-09-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

Lately life has been good. Ive just been hanging out with the usual, Mark, Kevin, and Richard. Went to the beach on Tuesday with my cousin Kathy. It was ok, waves were huge. Kathy and I basically got trashed on the water.

Mark Singing.

2007-08-21T22:49:00.001-07:00

I am so sick an tired and everything that is going on lately.

2007-08-16T21:08:00.000-07:00

Today I went to Glen Ivy Hot Springs Day Spa, with Mike, Kim, Donny, Tuyen, and Hanh. I had a lot of fun. We met up at Mike's house at 9 and got there at like 9:30. The spa it self isnt that big; however it was still very nice. I am glad I didnt get that much darker. I think it is because I kept applying sunscreen on like every 20 minutes. I had a fun day relaxing with my man. I recommend everyone to go there. It was very nice except for a few things like old nasty fat women with cottage cheese thighs. GROSS!

2007-08-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

There isnt much that is going on in my life, Kevin went to Hawai'i, I am working Richard is working, Mark is working, everyone and their moms are working. I made a vow to myself that I wouldnt go to the beach for two weeks because I was getting so dark; turns out I broke that vow :(. I went to the beach on Tuesday with my cousins, we had a alot of fun. Later on that night all the cousins went to Lucilles in Brea and we had dinner. It was delicious! Thank you Lisa for dinner! Lisa is the oldest cousin on my Mommas side and she is the greatest. :)

On other note, my dad said I am getting a new car next year. Ive been looking more into the new Highlander, but I really want a Prius so I can preach to people about Global Warming.

2007-07-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the funnest day of summer by far. Kevin, Mark, and I we went to Laguna Beach. We were suppose to go to the gay beach, but Mark couldnt find it. Fucken Mark made me play some stupid gay game called "BEACH WHALES", I got torn up by the waves. It was terrible.

2007-07-24T08:35:00.001-07:00

Fuck you bitch, Im really over it. Youve fooled everyone more than once, its getting old. You need to just get over all the drama and grow up. Im tired of you always trying to make people feel sorry for you. The thing is people do feel sorry for you, its because your fucken sad and pathetic. I need you to know, it was just a waste of time, youre a waste of time. You use to wonder how come you dont have any friends, well thing again, your alittle bitch, FUCK YOU!

Back to reality...
I am in the LAB at school. I have to go back to class!

2007-07-23T20:53:00.001-07:00

Enjoying everyday of summer as if its my last.

Myspace

2007-07-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

I bought Mike a 50 dollar tee shirt from Kid Robot for our anniversary. He loved that tee shirt. Mike usually spends the night at his family's house, either his cousins or his brother's in Irvine. Well spending the night from place to place your stuff gets misplace alot. He lose the tee shirt. He has been trying to find it for the longest time, about a month now. He asked everyone and looked every where still have found it. Well today I was myspacing it and came across someones page, I was looking at their pictures and guess what I see, his cousin Jim wearing it. I quickly picked up my phone and called Mike right away. The things that makes me angry is that Mike asked his cousins if he left the shirt at their house, they said no. Now there is proof via internet that they have it.

Now, everyone is probaly like whats the big deal his cousin has it. The big deal is Jim and I use to be friends until some stuff came up with financially. He asked to borrow money and didnt want to pay me back for the longest time. He avoided my phone calls, instant messages, emails, comments, and messages from myspace. I had to be a bounty hunter for a while to get my fucken money back.

The tee shirt looks like this but, KidRobot is white and much bigger.

Harry's Birthday Party!

2007-07-07T22:20:00.001-07:00

Today is Harry's 15th birthday! I threw him a party of couse with the help of his parents. I had alot of fun, I think he did too!

Here are some photos.

Harry being silly.

Shot with DSC-W50 at 2007-07-07

2007-07-04T21:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Richard and I went on this rollerskating/bike riding adventure. I told him to ride his bike because using his skates wouldnt be comfortable and he ended up dying the entire way!

2007-06-28T19:38:00.001-07:00

This Saturday Im going to a wedding. Its Michaels uncles wedding. I really didnt want to go at first but, not i am going because it just seems to be really fun. Every day it gets harder for me to wake up and go to school. I think Im going to go in to the Art field. My dad and I were talking and he wants to be study design of some sort. At first I wanted to become a hygientist, but to think about it I dont really like that for a career or mine. I love fashion, I love art, I love culture, I just want to do something that revolves around that. I think I need to start deciding; time goes by so fast.

As for friends, I couldnt ask for better ones. Even though they all seem to be gay, literally, I love them!

Paul Frank

2007-06-21T20:57:00.001-07:00

English class this morning was the same as usual. I hate waking up so early; however I have to do what I have to do! Hopefully this semester will go by fast. Today, there was a boy who farted in class. I dont know whether or not it was the big, dorky kid; or the old black man. Wait! I have to be politically correct, the African American man.

After class I went with Michael to get breakfast. We had ate dimsum at Dragon Phoneix. Food was delicious as always, and Alyssa was a fun treat to watch while eating. We then ventured off to go get his RX glasses. I called the store and the guy said they didnt have them anymore; Michael was very disapointed. We decided to go to the Paul Frank store anyways and it turns out that they did have them. He ended up getting some other pair so in the end it didnt matter. The pair of RX glasses he got were, transatlatic something something glasses. They were brown and orange. It was a very nice pair.

Old Navy was having a summer sale, so I decided that we needed to stop by and check it out. I got some bathing suits; it was pretty cheap. I think you all would like it. I have spectacular taste.

Now, I am at home listening to SIA.

2007-06-19T19:19:00.000-07:00

School has been a fun adventure. I hate waking up so early in the mornings. Im just waiting for each day to past so I can move out.

Friends, they come and they go. Ive learn over a period of time who my real friends are. Lady in RSM I miss you dearly. I dont need to dwell over past friendships. I dont need to stay in the past. Ive grown so much, its just makes me laugh to look back into the past. Ive happy with the decisions that Ive made. I do believe that things happens for a reason.

Family, I cant ask for a better family then the one I have now.

Confused

2007-06-12T20:11:00.000-07:00

Confused on what role Im suppose to be playing in your life. You really got to make a decision.

Anyways. Today was pretty adventurous!

Exhausted

2007-06-10T19:20:00.000-07:00

Lately Ive been so tired. Tired of everything and everyone. I am physically drained and emotionally.

Fortunate

2007-06-07T11:22:00.000-07:00

I am so fortunate to have amazing friends. Friends who make my day better each day/

Beach CANCELED!

2007-06-05T11:00:00.000-07:00

Fucken Richard, this morning I woke up very excited to go to the beach. But NO, someone out of no where said he didnt want to go. I hate gay men. I hope your reading this. You black gay man!

Today, Im probaly going to end up doing crap. I want to ride my bike but those bitches always make fun of me and tell me not too. WHATEVER. HOES. FUCK YOU ALL!

Smart Water

2007-06-04T17:28:00.000-07:00

I find myself only drinking Smart Water.

Anyways, so dont tell me about any sort of wedding if you dont plan on inviting me. Its just rude. Tell me youre going alone. Dont linger around the subject and shit. Ill tell you what though, when my friends get married, you arent invited! It pisses me off you still play these little childish games. I didnt even want to go in the first place. Do as you please, mister. All you needed to do was say hey, my friend is having a wedding do you want to go? or DONT TELL ME AT ALL. FUCK YOU!

Friends

2007-06-01T23:10:00.001-07:00

Tonight was a very fun night.

Beach

2007-05-30T14:54:00.000-07:00

Went to lunch/somethin with a friend. Then went to the beach. The beach was spectacular. The weather was perfect, I got a beautiful tan.

Here is a picture of me, Michael and Alyssa. We are cute.

Memorial Day

2007-05-28T21:27:00.000-07:00

It seem like today would never end.

Auntie TN

2007-05-27T22:59:00.000-07:00

Auntie TN is what Alyssa calls me. Well, the past two days Ive been spending my time with Mike and just hanging out. I gave Alyssa and bath yesterday, it was the funniest thing. I brought her into the bedroom and tried to put her clothes on. The girl was super hyper and and was just bouncing off the walls. Well she was laughing so hard that she rolled off her parent's bed and landed in her crib. It was the funniest thing on the world. I guess you just had to be there.

Cheesecake factory, is where Mike and I had dinner. It was delicious as always. I had the chicken costolletta and Michael had the fettucini with sun dried tomatoes.

There wasnt much excitement in my life. Im going to CPK tommorow for lunch with a friend. Well see how that goes. Ill blog more tommorow!